I’ve finished the third in the series and decided to call it “Moonlight Migration.” I feel like I lost some steam after I passed the halfway point with this one. Instead of letting it get me down and quitting it indefinitely, I started a new painting. The new one is bigger, was supposed to be loose and experimental but turned out to be just as “designed” as my others. I guess that’s just the way my painter’s brain works. Really, I’ve only been sketching a rough composition on all these paintings I’ve recently done, and the shapes in them feel like they are kind of appearing out of the ether. I’m just pushing the brush.
To be honest, I skipped a few days of painting and went through a little depression because I let myself fall back into old habits. But I’m trying to look at what I did objectively, and it’s helping me get back on track. What I’ve realized is that the artist’s journey, pretty much any journey, is not linear. You don’t go from point A to point B to point C and so on, incrementally “improving” or “progressing”. There are a lot of ups and downs, sidetracks and dead-ends, successes and failures, all in some way guiding us in the direction we need to go, and I figure my main goal is just to be better off and more in line with my idea of a painter this time next year. My main goal is just to do the work. My main goal is to PAINT.
What are you working on? What are you working toward as a creator??